Rhyming and Lyrics – Ambivalence

Ambivalence by Melodie Yvonne

I don’t wanna die, but I dont wanna live
I’m so fucking tired I’ve got nothin’ to give
I just want it over, just want it to end
I’m breakin’ ’cause I got no room left to bend

I’m tired of pretendin’ ’bout all I got left
When all that I am is a giant fucking mess
I wanna go hide, but I wanna confess
I wanna die, but God’s still playin’ chess

I want it to end, but don’t know how to quit
Even though I just screw up & turn it to shit
I wanna remember, but wanna forget
I just wanna know what the fuck all this is

I wanna just lie down and blow my brain up
But I’d just fucking miss and I’d fuck it all up
I just wanna give up, I wanna give in
But I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna live


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Melodie Yvonne

Melodie Yvonne, lead photographer and owner of Photographic Melodie, grew up in the small southern Indiana town of North Vernon. She picked up her first camera at the age of 5, and was immediately hooked. By the age of 15 she began to turn every trip, even just to the local park, into a fantasy scene of her own imagination, and started mentoring with many local professionals. Melodie received an Associates of Applied Science in Visual Technologies majoring in Photography from Ivy Tech in 2002 after studying under acclaimed professors and many other masters in the field.

Melodie’s main focus has always been music photography. Growing up listening to many amazing musicians inspired her dream to create visual images that made people feel the way they do when listening to music. Her goal was to help people SEE the music.

Melodie has done numerous jobs around the country ranging from working for bands to being the official photographer on many southern Indiana Poker Runs. Her specialties are in nature, music, and candid event photography. She published her first print work, a collection of images & poetry, in 2011, and has since published many more print works. Melodie currently acts as owner & lead photographer at Photographic Melodie, House Photographer for Purdue Theatre, and Tour Photographer for multiple Billboard Charts topping bands as well as freelance work with many other media outlets, venues, and musicians.

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